tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7929677993272253440.post2958337719945887393..comments2023-03-03T13:08:21.746-08:00Comments on <a href="http://www.furiousmuse.com">furiousmuse</a>: 8 sept 2013Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7929677993272253440.post-489353972363651982013-09-21T17:53:41.532-07:002013-09-21T17:53:41.532-07:00Dear furiousmuse,
One lesson that I have learned ...Dear furiousmuse,<br /><br />One lesson that I have learned about myself is that when I get scared I push the people I love the most away. I learned this trait from my father and I wish I could have picked up ANYTHING else.<br /><br />What I have learned is that not only do I hurt those people who care so much about me, but I also hurt myself. I often wish I could go back to different points in my life and undo those moments, so I could have all those beautiful friends back into my life.<br /><br />One of those people that I have lost, is you, and it saddens me. Everyday, I am still hurt that I hurt you, and I wish I could take it all back. What I did was wrong and selfish, and it is never who I wanted to be. I want to be somebody that people can love and are happy to call their friend. I hope one day, you can find it in your heart to forgive me and know that I am truly sorry for any pain that I caused you. I also hope you are well and know I miss you. I wish we could be friends and that I could go back in time and have realized what an amazing and thoughtful friend I had. <br />All the best,<br />L from UBNAhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15106911601688958919noreply@blogger.com